I Know I Said I Wouldn't Do This, But Fuck It..

I'm stuck with these mixed feelings, and I feel like I'm staying for that one specific reason.
Only one knows why... other than the one it happened too.
I'm stuck between a few.
There's the current boyfriend.
Then the bassist.
The hyperspastic freshman.
And the current boyfriend's friend who has a girlfriend [either way, he's out of the picture due to morals].

I love my boyfriend, but he's an ify person.
The bassist is more than likely too old, and NOT interested, just friendly.
The hyperspastic freshman, I was told, was off limits because he's like her little brother.

I'm not sure which I'd prefer.

Then again, I'm not sure if I want to start over.



Time will unfold.
Mistakes will be made.
Actions will take place, some that probably shouldn't have.
Hurt, drama, possibly tears.

I don't want anyone hurt, myself especially.
Not to be selfish or anything.
I'm tired of the pain, but I don't want to inflict any on anyone.

This won't make everything easier or anything, it'll just make me start to think straight, or at least try to think straight.