Tuesday, March 31, 2009

They say showing your true side to your significant other will drive them off. I have to disagree with this. I'm a normal girl that dresses differently than others. My hair never does what I want it to, and my clothes don't always match. I still fan-girl over boy bands, I scream when I get angry, cry when I'm sad. I'm ticklish on my feet, my sides, and parts of my legs. I have good days and bad days, and I don't care 100% how I look. I can get jealous when another girl talks to my boyfriend or even looks at him with googley eyes. I don't have a set body temperature; I have hot flashes all the time, and sometimes I'm freezing cold.

I don't watch chick flicks because they make me cry, and sometimes when I watch horror flicks I get so drawn into them that they scare me or give me nightmares. I stay up at night past my bedtime to make a wish at 11:11, but sometimes I don't make it. I get angry with my parents when they tell me "No, you can't have that," or "No, you can't go over to his house today." I get upset when my boyfriend isn't always honest [or at least when I don't think he's being honest] or when he doesn't explain himself very well. I hold grudges for a long time, and it hurts me in the long run.

Yet my boyfriend hasn't turned on me. He's always there for me. We may fight all the time, but it's because if we're not fighting, there's nothing to talk about, and that's mundane to me. I have goals in my life; I want to get a job to pay for my car payments, an apartment, food, gas for my car, and still have money left over to blow here and there with my boyfriend or with friends. He's still by my side. No matter what happenes, I can trust him to be there for me.Why couldn't anyone else be like that?

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