The Pain Is Unbareable.

These next few days will go like molasses.
Broken dreams are constent in these times.
I feel unsure about most things.
But I know that I still hate hospitals.
And IVs.
I have bruises, and all day pain.
I need a shower, but I can't stand very long, so I'm scared to take one.
My washer is being stupid, so I can't do laundry right now.
Headaches, and clusterfucked.
That's how this week has been.
Can't take any medicine except Amoxicillin and Tylenol Three with Codeine.
Plus, it's that time of the month.
Can this week get any worse?
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When stuff like this happens, they always do.