Mother's Day

I couldn't sleep last night. Well, to be honest with you, I did sleep. I fell asleep between 8:50 P.M. and 9:10 P.M. and woke up around 11:30 P.M. After that I couldn't go back to sleep.
I read most of the night. I finished The Reformed Vampire Support Group by Cathrine Jinks and I started Bliss by Lauren Myracle. I stayed in my room until my ungrateful brother went to bed around 4 A.M. and went into the living room. I got bored sitting in there, so I read outside.
About 6:30 A.M. my mom walked outside for a smoke. I told her "Happy Mother's Day" and tried to have a conversation with her, but it wasn't much of a conversation. I think was ignoring me, but I don't know. It could've been because she was tired.
After she went inside, I walked in about five minutes later. She wasn't in the living room, so I thought she went to take a shower in ther bathroom downstairs because she does that on holidays. Normally waits until about 10.
I had to pee, so I went to the bathroom. When I got out of the bathroom, the house was unusually quiet. I went downstairs and found Mom back in bed. I don't know why, but it angered me. Is it bad that I wanted to sit with my mom in the living room and read?
When I left her room, I fought back tears and the urge to want to strangle her. I was angry, depressed, and alone once again. My brother and sister were fast asleep as well.

How can someone feel so alone with a house full of people?

Wow... It's Been Awhile

I kinda miss writing in here.

It's whatever though.

So, school is taking up way more of my time than I wanted it to or even thought it would.

Teh [yes teh, not the] boyfriend is taking up a bunch of my time as well.

Things are settling down now though... finally.

I'll be hanging out with a new friend of mine pretty soon... maybe like Thursday.

Well, he's not a new friend, but I consider him new because we can finally hang out with just the two of us.

No more boyfriend around lol

Teh boyfriend is getting his license pulled on the 12th until he turns 19.

That sucks ass because he'll be getting a job, and then I'll be getting a job, then we won't have any time to even talk on the phone.

Can't wait until I get a cell phone.

I'm gonna be a text-aholic.

I promised myself I wouldn't be, but there's nothing else to do when you don't get online anymore and you won't be in school.

Whatev.

That's life I guess.