Saturday, April 18, 2009

Plain And Simple

What I said is probably not what you heard.
What I've said about you is that you're being immature about the whole situation.
I understand your anger, but did that really give you a reason or the right to turn your back on me?
Fuck no.
It did not.
Brookesany agreed with me.
That's all I've ever said.

Until I heard what you said about me.
You told Hunter you were going to "come to my house to beat my ass" and all I had to say about it was bring it.
Brookesany told me she told you.
But you never did.
So you know what I said after that?
I plain and simply call you a
Coward.

That's all.
So whatever you heard that wasn't this more than likely was a lie.
I know what I said.
It's a crying shame that you heard other shit that wasn't even true.
Believe what you want, though.
I've lost interest in this and you.

Saturday, April 4, 2009

It's Too Late To Turn Back The Clock

I've become lost in my thoughts lately.
I know what I want to say, but when I say it, nothing comes out the way it should.
I'm tired of fighting.
I'm tired of pretending I don't care anymore.
She was my best friend; the only person I could ever really explain myself to that would understand my thought process even if it didn't make sense to ME.
Is it wrong to say I know I'm right, but I still miss her?
I care that I lost a friend, but I care even more that she was my BEST friend.
It's too late now, though.
Everything is too hectic, and there's no time to make anything right.
It's over, even though it shouldn't be.

I'll try to live my life, as long as you live yours to the fullest.



They say friends are forever,
But no one really knows that friends can fall apart,
Especially at the worst moment in time,
The time you need them the most.

Thursday, April 2, 2009

Things Left Unsaid - Stephanie Hemphill

What you don't know

is that like most renewable
resources I can be translucent

one day and broken-down
the next, sharp and then dull.

I replenish myself, shed my skin
like the rattlesnake, learn to use

new limbs like the starfish,
devour insects and enemies

like the black widow. What you
don't know is that although

my eyes appear to stare blankly
forward, words boil inside my head.

What you don't know
are the things I left unsaid.



I haven't started reading this book yet, but it seems like a good one.
I'll let you guys know what it's like when I've finished.
Don't know how long it'll take though.